I still cannot show up in Riverside without doing a driveby.....its the time I need and my way of remembering & paying my respects. I don't go by the cemetery, because that isn't where they "lived". I go by the house, because that is where I remember them. It isn't the easiest drive over....and I cry most of the way there & home....but I must do it.
Right now, the house still looks the same from the outside. I guess the new owners have been renovating the inside, but it looks the same from the outside...so to me, it is still ours. I still have my keys, so as I sit across the street, wonder if they still work. Not that I would EVER go in, or try them....but most of me feels this house still belongs to Gramma & Papa...to our family...and those new people just shouldn't be there.
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